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Name: Miguel Paolo Yap Nickname: Migs Birthdate: October 1, 1982 Gender: Male Height: 5'11" Nationality: Filipino School: University of Asia and the Pacific Eyes: Brown-close-to-black Hair: Natural Black Star Sign: Libra Girl Obsession: Oriental beauties Faves Movie: The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King TV Shows: Lost, Alias, WWE Raw, WWE SmackDown! Video Games: Samurai Warriors, Dynasty Warriors 4 Books: The Lord of the Rings, The Silmarillion, Veronika Decides to Die Musicians: Brian McKnight, Utada Hikaru, Clay Aiken, Joss Stone Songs: Til They Take My Heart Away Athlete: Tim Duncan Dislikes: Nonsense music, Kobe Bryant, boy-bands, excessively kikay girls Relationship Status: Single 
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 Interesting. If so, I may be about to find out. ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 6:02 PM 
...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 1:28 PM
Playing: Bamboo - Masaya Ako'y malungkot na naman Amoy chico na ako Ilang tagay na, hindi pa rin tulog Tanong ko lang sa langit Kung bakit pumangit Nung dating masaya Ngayo'y puno ng problemang bumabalot sa buto Bakit ganito? Ang pag-ibig Ganyan talaga Pag bago ang pag-ibig Ganyan talaga Masaya Pagkagising ko'y Nakita ko si Juan Na siyang adik Sa aming lugar Parang droga raw ang bisa Ng ginamit niya kanina Sa una lang daw masarap Ang pag-ibig Ganyan talaga Ako'y nilamon ng pag-ibig Ganyan talaga Masaya ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 10:59 PM
Playing: Evan & Jaron - Crazy For This Girl Meet my new girlfriend. 
"Dream on, dream away....." ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 8:48 PM
It seems so true with all the instances that have popped up. Apparently, that's really how it is. The allure of the unattainable is that it gives you something you constantly want, since it is ever beyond your reach. You can never have it, and yet you always do, because it is always there for you to keep chasing it to futility. Therein lies the thrill, the rush, and even the sense of purpose, pointless as it really is. And yet an interesting point came up. If you want to be with someone, and if you want the union to last, you'll have to find that someone whom you can still want and desire even when you've already had them. Of course, that feeling should be mutual. Sure, perhaps the old-fashioned ideals such as commitment still play a big part. But I guess you should really find someone in whom there is something you'll never stop wanting. In my young life, I've only felt that way for two people, only one of whom came close to reciprocating. Looks like I'll need another decade or two of searching. I wonder if I should even bother. Guess I'll just have to stick to pursuing the unattainable. ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 10:01 PM
Playing: WWE The Undertaker's theme - Graveyard Symphony I know here's trouble brewing for me. It's just waiting for the right moment to pounce on me. I can just feel it. Anyway, quiz time. Interesting. Nice super-power. Hum. I wonder. ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 9:33 PM
Playing: True Faith - Kundi Rin Lang Ikaw "Wishing only wounds the heart." These words make me think, and I'm inclined to agree. Wishing opens one up to delusional fantasies of something that one desires, but in all probability cannot have. I say delusional, because there are times when reality is blurred by these fantasies. One clings to them too much, or too deeply. And the end result? Disappointment. Disillusionment. Yes, wishful thinking. The bane of the romantic. The past trauma of the realist. The culprit behind many a broken heart, and many a crippled mind. And so, enough wishing for me. And this I say with a rueful smile. ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 10:13 PM
Playing: Rivermaya - Wild Angel Candy Calculus was draining as usual. I just hope I did just as well, if not better than last time. So many things pop out of nowhere that make me nostalgic. It's bad enough that I'm inclined to live in the past; I don't need any more reminding of the good ol' days which I've left behind. Or reminding of just how good those good ol' days were. Gee whiz, I'm such a sap. ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 9:10 PM
Playing: Nyoy Volante - You're My You I wanna sleep. But no. Calculus test tonight. And another Theo quiz tomorrow courtesy of the priest from Hell. Watched "Suplungan ng mga Hayop" last night with Anna and Angelo. It was quite amusing, though it put some of the people I know under a totally different light. Shocking. But anyhow, kudos to the cast, crew and musicians (go Geia! hehehe) for a great job. It'll be a task for Anna and I to write that review though. Darn. Oh well. ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 11:44 AM
My alcoholic tendencies manifesting themselves again. Well, no. I'm normally not the type who longs for it. I guess this weekend's binge just gave me a reminder of how fun it can be to have some. Especialy if the drinks are good. And free. Incentive to make it to Infusion this month. Hum. ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 9:24 PM
Playing: Rivermaya - Revolution Well, what do you know, I made it past Saturday. Filming for Physics went well, except I was a complete moron when trying to zoom in on moving cars with a camera. Kaye succeeded in shaving off a few years from my life span by backing up Quing's Rav4 into me. She damn near rolled over my precious digi-cam, too. But it's OK. No harm done, anyhow (I think). Had fun at party #1 with my old friends from Ateneo college. Had our conversation gone on much longer, I would've developed chiseled abs `cause of all the laughing. I had my first taste of Smirnoff Mule in over 4 years, too. Ren's party later that night would bring another flood of nostalgia, more surprise revelations, and more secrets that must be kept at all costs (like I don't have enough already). Had another Mule. Had busy eyes and blips all over my radar all night. And I didn't spend a single cent. I thought sweet, sexy and beautiful but evil, self-centered and manipulative women only existed in the movies. I am appalled at my naivety. And I will never ever let such a woman ruin any of my friendships. Happy birthday and many thanks, Nel and Ren. ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 9:05 PM
Playing: Rivermaya - Gravity I love "Gravity." It has one of the lines that are most applicable to me: It took me years to learn what I knew all the time. And some things I still refuse to learn. For instance, it's not good to quickly down two bottles of queer in the span of 20 minutes, especially during the daytime, when you have class in half an hour and you haven't tasted a drop of alcohol in almost half a year. Naturally, thats exactly what I did today. So now, even several hours later, my head feels like it found a new job as the drummer of some rock band. Well, at least I've gotten warmed up for the probable binge I'll be having tomorrow night. ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 6:12 PM
True Faith Dapat nga bang sundin Itong bulong ng damdamin? Ang talinong nakamit, Nito'y pinipilit Huwag sumuot sa alanganin. Ang isa'y sinasabi, Sundin lang siyang palagi; Takot, ilagay sa isang tabi. Tuk-tok ay sumasakit, Dahil iginigiit Na huwag kang mahulog sa pag-ibig Sa isip ko ay walang nakakasilip; Sa puso ko ay mayroong nagsasabi... Payo ng ulo ay praktikal sa suliranin: "Huwag kang padadala Sa tibok na iyong dala, Buksan ang iyong mga mata" Ngunit hindi patatalo Ang pusong may pambato: Labis na pag-ibig. Maski anong panganib, Hinding-hindi sasanib Sa utak na duwag at bingi Sa isip ko ay walang nakakasilip; Sa puso ko ay mayroong nasasabi... O Diyos kong Maykapal, Ako nga ba ay hangal? Masama ba ang magmahal? Dahil hindi uurong Ang pusong umuugong Ng pagsambang walang kapalit Sa puso ko, isa lang ang sinasabi. Sa puso ko, ikaw ang nagmamay-ari. Ikaw lang, sa puso ko. ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 6:01 PM
Playing: Hungry Young Poets - Firewoman So, my short-lived streak of giddiness has finally been broken. Broken by a delayed reaction - the gravity of what a dear friend is going through sinking in. And of realizing, on hindsight, how poorly I did when it came to offering my consolations. God knows I listen as best as I can, but I hate the feeling of being powerless in the face of something I know I can help with. My heart goes out to this friend, as the predicament is more than familiar to me, regardless of the angle from which it is viewed. Broken by startling news - of another impending goodbye. A goodbye that may span a lifetime. I just hate it, becoming close to a friend to the point of almost being a sibling, and then having to say goodbye for good. One tries to be optimistic that this decision may be reversed, but it may be hoping for too much. Broken by the feeling of having to hold so many things inside. I'm going to explode any minute now. And I don't want to do that in the faces of the people I care about the most. At this rate, I hope I last `til Saturday, another day of numerous festivities. But then, even if I make it to Saturday, with all the sisig and liquor I'll inevitably consume, I may not last too long after anyway. ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 7:57 PM
Playing: Eraserheads - Lightyears Big dipper, north of nowhere Outside the room inside my mind I look forward to tomorrow But can I leave yesterday behind? How it feels so strange To have grown and changed Now it's not the same `Cause time slips and slides into another place And try as we might to understand each other It doesn't really matter where you are, It always seems so very far It's like you're lightyears away You're lightyears away from me Little dipper, south of somewhere It looks much closer than it really is I held it in my hands, But you're forever out of reach As far as the eye can see Nothing is meant to be Doesn't mean much to me But oh, if I only had a rocketship to fly I'd be right there in a minute But it doesn't really matter where you are However near, it's still so far It's like you're lightyears away You're lightyears away from me ...at every moment of our lives, we all have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss... - Paolo Coelho, "Eleven Minutes" Migs, 3:12 PM
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